Peggy Dobreer: Three Poems
Is There a Doctor in the House?
A voice rang out in the restaurant. A man fell. People pushed their plates away. Was it the food?
No one made a move. Sirens grew loud and stopped outside. My mother always said, “Marry a doctor.” She did the second time. It worked well for the lot of us. She had a murmur from a teenage fever that turned her hair gray at fourteen. Salt and pepper, he insisted. She was told, no children. Had four. That was mother, always sleeping late.
A doctor gets up, makes rounds, wears a suit coat, a lab coat, a surgery gown, a silky hounds-tooth smoking jacket, a wool cap in winter sent from Baltimore. A doctor might grow a beard in autumn, have a whirl in politics, drink Wild Turkey. A doctor won’t garden, not even water the lawn. He calls Sam. Gives him good work after his internment. A doctor may even overpay, long after a man can do the hard work. Bend and shuffle, after all those years, one of the family, of the yard. Sam came till he could not. The patio stairs still have no railing.
The EMT’s could not revive him. Defib paddles failed. After the body bag was zipped, after they gathered to choose a box, after all those years he carried his black bag to bedsides in the dark, there was no doctor on the premises as his life slumped away proving, that whether you marry him or not, there is never a doctor available when you need one.
The day the devil’s advocate came
through, my father was out to lunch.
My stepbrother was born before anyone
could get to the hospital.
Mother lay in the cab, spent and silenced.
She never made it to the ABC Room,
for which she paid double to have
her second born enter the world
under water in a state of bliss.
It’s what the brochure promised.
Her peignoir designed for nursing
mothers remained, predictably in the hall
in her valise, left behind in the rush.
No single specialist had ever reported
the effects of birth by taxi driver in any
of her previous nine months of research.
Mother threw up her hands and accepted
the shirt swaddled child, chord unsevered.
The sirens got louder and the baby wailed.
She had it coming. For picking up the call, pouring a cup
of tea, trusting the weather. For removing items from the tray,
forgetting to bring flowers, signing unmentionables over.
It’s what we do when things get thick. We capitulate.
Add water. Let the mixture cool. Do it nicely. There’s a good girl.
There’s a strong boy. There’s not one bad thing to say
about an indigo child. How could you? Have you seen
into one’s eyes? That cosmic color, Elizabeth Taylor
violet. He, smartly sported dark glasses, while she squinted
into the distance? It made her look awfully mad, though
everyone knew she had exactly what she wanted most.
(Featured photo by Alexis Rhone Fancher)
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Peggy Dobreer has been nominated for a pushcart prize, has one poetry collection, In the Lake of Your Bones, Moon Tide Press, co-authored 64 Ways to Practice Nonviolence, Pro-Ed, Inc, and is a longtime community activist, educator and movement artist offering a motion-generated poetry experience in her E=Mc2Bodied Poetry Workshops. She was a Program Director for AROHO2015 in Abiquiu, New Mexico, and has been curating poetry events in Los Angeles for 20 years. Please visit her at www.peggydobreer.com for books, bookings, and collaborations.