I’ve been awake, I’ve been asleep
I’ve been somewhere in between
I’m singing pain, I’m whistling creep
Always waking up from that morbid dream
I was slitting their mouths from ear to ear
Skinning them, everybody’s clear
Torturing everyone and they’re making noise
Been playing corpse like I’m playing toys
Don’t ever laugh as the hearse goes by,
For you may be the next to die
I’m stabbing, making holes through your body
I’m hearing your screams. Oh! How lovely!
Beheading you as a great pleasure
Cutting every part of you is my fav’rite gesture.
Licking the blood from you empty brain,
Gallbladder, heart, I want it drained.
Killing everybody is my all-time hobby
I’m sipping your pancreas, sipping it happily
I want your agony, I want your flesh,
I want you die, I want you depressed
I’ve been awake, I’ve been asleep
I’ve been somewhere in between
I’m singing pain, I’m whistling creep
Always waking up from that morbid dream
With my nails darkened, I ate
With the grease all over my body, felt great,
People patiently cared for me as they did
I saw someone with a familiar face, then I hid.
“Mother, mother” cried a teenage girl
Can’t even step out for my world swirls
“Mother, I can’t take care of you all by myself”
“So I called doctors for you to get help”
After several years have passed, I suddenly see
The world is beautiful around me
After several years of treatment
I can finally feel the betterment
Been labeled with schizo
Now, conquering the world so
Wanna feel joy, wanna be happy
I now know, I’m not alone and not lonely
I’ve been awake, I’ve been asleep
Now conquering the world so vast
I was singing pain, I was singing creep
Thank God I woke up from that dreadful past.